Wuthering Heights - Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.

Whenever I said I’m happy, people asked why. There were times that I said I didn’t have a reason. I was just happy that I’m alive.. That I’m still breathing and I get to enjoy the beauty of so many different things around us. They all stared at me like I was a fucking psycho.
They don’t understand. They’re never gonna be able to understand. They take everything for granted and think that happiness can only be brought to you by some …success? Or a new partner or I don’t know…
Do you ever look around!? Do you ever take the time to look at the stars?
Go to the beach, sit on a rock and listen to the sound of the waves hitting against it..? Look at the sunrise on a cold morning and how the night fades away.. How the birds start singing as if they say goodbye to it and welcoming the sun.. ? How the rain drops fall against the curb…? And how the rain always creates this amazing smell afterwards….

God.. There’s so many things it would take up my entire blog to finish.. If I could ever…

People are always sad.. Because things don’t go the way they want them to… Because life is a cruel bitch and their wishes never come true..

WAKE UP! You keep on hatin life!

Keep on hating yourselves…! Your low self esteem issues have ruined your life..! Your wishes never come true and you keep being stubborn. And that’s good but not in that case. When you can’t have something you don’t have to fucking wanna destroy yourself.. You have to be strong and try getting over it.. All of you people I swear… All of you.. You’re fucking ungrateful.. You make me sad… And this world is fucked up already.

People dying everyday.. Children starving… Those people never had the ability to actually LIVE and enjoy life.. We do.. And look how we decided to handle it… By abusing ourselves psychologically everyday..

Things can’t always go the way we want.. So fucking what??????
Move on. Life is endless in beauty and opportunities for new things than can bring you happiness..

I know we can’t always be cheerful at any time.. We all get sad for several things… But there comes a time when we have to put a limit to that and fucking LIVE…

Everyone around me is constantly sad or pretending to be happy…

I can’t stand this anymore…
I was like that and took control of my life and I’m still trying to get better but this doesn’t help me at all..
I don’t wanna live like this..
And I can’t help any of you because you choose to never listen…
Even if you know I’m right..

I’m helpless…

:’/

Κοιτάζω πίσω.
Ψάχνοντας κάτι γνώριμο ξανά για να αντικρύσω.
Και προς το μέρος του να περπατήσω.
Να ζήσω.
Κι από τα αρώματά του να μεθύσω.
Σαν λουλούδι να μαραθώ και να ανθίσω.

Κοιτάζω πίσω.
Τον εαυτό μου ψάχνω να του πω να μη λυγίσω.
Στα δύσκολα να μην τα παρατήσω.
Στα μάτια να με δω και να μου δώσω συμβουλή να μη μ’ αφήσω την αγάπη να μισήσω.